I wrote this one in 2013, inspired by a spiritual retreat I did in Sedona in 2010, focused on getting into the “sacred chamber of the heart”. I felt it quite hard to get into the deepest spaces of my heart, as if there was a troll guarding the gate, limiting my access, demanding my growth. I didn’t know exactly how to appease him at the time, so I wrote this poem, which provided me with some museful insight. It has became one of my favorite poems that I’ve written. I made this little bit of graphic art to go with it a few years ago.